Locktober Reflections 2025
What exactly makes chastity so beautiful in an aesthetic sense? That’s a question I’d like to explore a little more closely today. Because when I first began wearing a cage more seriously and posted my first small steps and reflections on X, I really had one main goal:
Locktober Reflections 2025
Do you know that feeling when things just don’t go as planned? That’s exactly what happened to me with this post! Originally, I wanted to end the day by writing about the role anal orgasms play for me as a lockee. But when I started thinking about it…
Locktober Reflections 2025
What’s something I find hot about being locked? Good question. I actually had to think about that for a moment today. Because even though I’ve now been wearing a cage and staying locked for 600 days, I still of course have sexual urges and desires. Chastity simply changes
Locktober Reflections 2025
In today’s post, everything revolves around the topic of commitment in the context of chastity. To say it right away: without this quality, I wouldn’t have made it this far in my locked journey. People often ask how I manage to stay self-locked without a keyholder – and how
Locktober Reflections 2025
Chosen denial narrowed the outside and widened the inside. Living locked taught me presence, agency, and calm – turning urges into intention and routine into a clear, steady way of moving through life.
Locktober Reflections 2025
Chastity didn’t weaken me – it built strength. From workplace courage to gym confidence, denial trained willpower, endurance, and self-control, turning fear of being seen into a quiet inner strength.
Locktober Reflections 2025
Chastity started as a curiosity and became a compass. With a coach, training, and daily discipline, I didn’t just change my body – I found focus, calm, and a steadier, more confident self.
It’s been exactly a week since I experienced Folsom Europe for the very first time. In this piece, I want to share what it felt like to dive into this event - which brings together such a wide mix of kinksters in Berlin every year - as a newcomer,
Mental Leak
450 days locked [10:22 PM] Today is a somewhat special day—because today marks exactly 450 consecutive days of being locked. I only became aware of this milestone this morning while chatting with someone on social media. He asked how long I’d been wearing my chastity cage, and
Mental Leak
446 days locked [2:10 PM] This morning I read an interesting post by Jazzmatazz on X/Twitter. He explored the connection between fisting and neuroplasticity — that is, the phenomenon that we can continue to learn new things and find them fulfilling even as we age, as long as those
Mental Leak
445 days locked [3:19 PM] This is an experiment. I’ll admit it openly. When I set up this blog a few weeks ago (well, more like a few months ago), I was full of energy and motivation. Then everyday life kicked in, and everything (at least it felt
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When I first had the idea of starting my own blog about chastity, I always envisioned publishing my first post around February 14. Not because of Valentine’s Day, as many might assume, but because this day marks exactly one year since I made the decision in 2024 to live